Glad to see you on the blog again. I have been so bad over a year and not a comment from me. Life is moving way too fast to have time for anything! Bella had to have a “C” two weeks ago, I know your feeling with your dream. I told the doctor just do what you have to; just save her. Still beating myself up wondering if I did the right thing! I actually got to go back in post op, following her surgery and sat with her for over an hour. Not 5 feet from where they were doing a neuter, so unreal. Just wish the clock would move a little slower so life could be realized not a brief mamory in the wind.

You have a high baloncy so be easy on the hubby! At least he brought you lunch!